Shy Girl

shy black woman

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OK, so something weird is happening to me. Something that hasn’t happened since my ex husband *Matt. (I mean the nice guy, not the narcissistic sociopath jerk who is my son’s father).

I first met Matt on December 21st 1998. This should indicate just how long it’s been since someone has made me feel so shy and weak in the knees!

Every time I talk to this guy (with his oh so gorgeous eyes), I feel so silly because he makes my heart skip a beat (or two!). As soon as I open my mouth to speak, the words barely come out. Like clockwork, it happened today. I just hope he hasn’t noticed. It was somewhat of a relief that we spoke over the phone, but still, I was not expecting him to be the one to pick up.

weak in the knees

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When I see him in person, I don’t know whether or not I should make a dash for the door or hide, which probably wouldn’t be a good idea as my knees would’ve already turned to jelly, so I’d fall flat on my face anyway!

What on earth is going on?

I guess it’s nice to see my traumatic experiences hasn’t hardened my heart, but I also think that I seriously need to get a grip! 😀

You Give Me Something

A beautiful song by James Morrison. ❤

 

“You Give Me Something”

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
Now I’ve gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try
Please give me something
‘Cause someday I might know my heart

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I’ve never bought you flowers
I can’t work out what they mean
I never thought that I’d love someone
That was someone else’s dream

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try
Please give me something
‘Cause someday I might call you from my heart

But it might me a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Gonna come out anyway

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try
Please give me something

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try
Please give me something
‘Cause someday I might know my heart
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart